Good Morning Guys, [IMG]http://i8.photobucket.com/albums/a17/Daniwiz/yahoo_coffee.gif[/IMG]
I am still not feeling so hot this morning. Stepping down from one patch to another is like going through hell week again in my opinion. But at least I am mentally stronger to handle it.
As far as my friends go, I don't know if this is true or not, and I will rethink it after I am through this. But right now, I truly believe that as you said Ed they are the same. The sad thing is, is that I think I would go smoke when they were pissing me off. Now when they piss me off I don't go smoke. So I am left feeling irritated as hell.
Last night we went out with friends. When my friends have problems or issues I listen, I care. They ask about me about me and I start to talk to them and they all of a sudden are paying attention to everything but me and what I am saying to them. It hurts my feelings, pisses me off and makes me feel disrespected and uncared about. So I look back at our friendship and realized that is pretty much how it has always been ... except now I do not go and smoke when they have behaved this way.
I'll wait until I have these withdrawals out of my system to come to any final conclusions.
Anyway, so when this happened, I told my husband and we decided to leave. We went and caught a movie together and went to Starbucks.
I was around smoking last night and handled that well. It stank.
I also had a dark beer and it tasted so great ... the full flavor not ruined by cig smoke.
This morning ... my body sore from working out ... and my pom poms are still on the floor.
... yes ... rambling again ... ugh
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/12/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 22
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 674
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $88
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 25 [B]Seconds:[/B] 32
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Quit Meter
$55,026.00
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 6066
Hours: 12
Minutes: 35
Seconds: 10
Life Gained
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45855
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
137,565
Cigarettes Not Smoked