Alexa,
Ok. Well this makes more sense. So it really wasn't you that wanted to quit but you felt kind of pressured to do it? Is that a fair statement? That makes a BIG difference. You feel like something has been taken from you rather than you have given something up? Mindset is an enormous factor.
Were there things about smoking that you didn't like? Are your workouts easier? You probably have more time on your hands, right? Is your sense of smell/taste better? More energy? What has your son said about your quitting?
I know that is a LOT of questions but in order to change your perspective you'll need to make this quit your own. You are too far in to turn around now ;)
The weight gain part is bad but it will even out. Your body has a million changes going on right now but even with a little weight it is still better than the death sticks. I know everyone says "just give it time" to every problem but it is true! You smoked for forty years I think another month of adjustments is reasonable, no?
What about perfume as a reward? Maybe a new hairdo? A day at a spa? OOOOOOOH, new shoes? (Yeah, I love shoes) Get your car detailed? A piece of jewelry? Something to spoil yourself.
I'm glad you are reaching out Alexa and we are here for you. If I could hug ya, I would!
Be Blessed
Sandra
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 8/5/2004
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 615
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 12,315
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2767.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 45 [B]Hrs:[/B] 14 [B]Mins:[/B] 0 [B]Seconds:[/B] 34
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$38,311.00
Amount Saved
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Days: 662
Hours: 14
Minutes: 8
Seconds: 6
Life Gained
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5894
Smoke Free Days
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76,622
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