Well, for the past few days now, I have been very "down in the dumps", and I'm not sure why........
I have a lot going on right now. Trying to plan a birthday party for my 3yr old. Of course, it snuck right up on me, and now its 2 1/2 weeks away, and I have done nothing. We always do big bashes for the girls, but this one is hard.
I have a cold too. I do feel a little better today though. I'm keeping myself pumped up w/vitamins.
So I'm not quite sure what is bothering me. I'm really trying to push out some bad emotional thoughts out. Those have always gotten me into trouble before. Well, they're not exactly bad thoughts, but they are none the less healthy. You know the ones that say I'm so alone, I have no friends, no one understands me, I'm not like them, I cant do this on my own, maybe I should just leave............
I would understand if these were about smoking, but they're not. They are about life. These thoughts always crept up on me, but I smoked them away.
So now, how do I handle these without smoking?
Are these thoughts normal?
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 51
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,543
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $166.77
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 4 [B]Hrs:[/B] 3 [B]Mins:[/B] 20 [B]Seconds:[/B] 22
