Hang in there Jan! I know and remember very well how hard it was in the begining. I remember screaming at the top of my lungs one night outside of the limo co's garage where I use to work,,,one night late when I was getting off I went outside and just let out a big scream! I cried many tears,,,like a big baby,,,big alligator tears. Made phone calls to friends for support. Stayed glued to this site for the 1st 3 months and am still here often. I prayed alot! I ask GOD every morning to please keep me sober & smoke-free today no matter what happens, please guide and direct my thinking, my actions, and the words that I speak today and please give me the knowledge of your will to be done and the power to carry that out. And then I thank him for keeping me sober and smoke-free for the day.
You're right, no one can do it alone :)
Try not to take things personal. We are not professional counselors on this site. What we are though are all people with the same goal, to stay quit from smoking. To smell good, fresh & clean from the inside out :) I'm going to bump up a thread for you called "If u can do it so can I". It's a journal of my personal ups & downs through the 1st year of my quit. Check it out :)
I'm so happy you made the decision to jump back up and get going on your quit without much hesitation! I'm proud of you!
No matter what don't lite up...
Keep on keepin on...
Cherie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/22/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 394
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 7,891
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1576
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 38 [B]Hrs:[/B] 10 [B]Mins:[/B] 24 [B]Seconds:[/B] 29
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$26,754.00
Amount Saved
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Days: 585
Hours: 11
Minutes: 8
Seconds: 44
Life Gained
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4459
Smoke Free Days
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89,180
Cigarettes Not Smoked
