morningglory...yes we enjoyed smoking cause we were "addicts"...when the junky in us clamored for a fix and we gave in, it satisfied that addiction for a bit and so we felt better. (hence the thinking that you enjoyed smoking) Don't be afraid....there is really nothing to fear about quitting....it's merely 'choosing' to not smoke. You are doing a fantastic job. The first few weeks are by far the hardest....it becomes easier the longer you go.
have you got a reward program set up?? get one going....short term and long term rewards.....and then when you have a blue day, treat yourself! It's perfectly natural to have down days (we also had those when we smoked, but we tend to forget that) so when one comes along...jump in here and vent for all you're worth...then give yourself a treat and rest assured that tomorrow you will most likely feel better.
Congratulations on your quit....hang right in here....you will never be sorry!
katy
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/4/2002
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 1544
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 61,793
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $8492
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 201 [B]Hrs:[/B] 12 [B]Mins:[/B] 6 [B]Seconds:[/B] 27
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$159,670.00
Amount Saved
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Days: 5367
Hours: 3
Minutes: 10
Seconds: 37
Life Gained
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45620
Smoke Free Days
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912,400
Cigarettes Not Smoked