Hey people,
It really is going to be OK!
There once was a time when I would have killed anyone who showed up at my house. I didn't want company, didn't want family, and did not care who knew it. Fortunately, no body knew because they didn't come and I never told them.
But you will all get past this. One day soon, you will discover that it was a little easier to get out of bed today, you haven't thought about smoking in a day or so. OK, so you still have to make yourself load the dishwasher. But you can sweep the kitchen after lunch.
Open the curtains, let the light in. There is a whole new world out there, and as soon as you visit the weight loss site on here and get shed of those 10 pounds you picked up, you can crawl out and see if the flowers are starting to come up.
Get to the store and get a new candle to take your bubble bath by. There is nobody who cares if you yell in the bathtub. Relax to a new reward CD, and enjoy some chocolate "love". Eventually, we all get well.
See you on a better day,
Cheryl
[font=georgia][size=4][color=navy]No Joking, I'm Still Not Smoking![/font][/size][/color]
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/4/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 259
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 6,235
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $738.15
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 33 [B]Hrs:[/B] 23 [B]Mins:[/B] 22 [B]Seconds:[/B] 36