Arwensmom,
I apologize if what I'm about to say sounds harsh but...What hard choice would you be making exactly? To seek help from your doctor? Or return to smoking? You won't find too many to say you should return to smoking... but guess what? I will. I will be the one to say that if that's what you want in your heart, you are free to return to smoking. Before you consider that route though...be educated about it... try to envision yourself returning to that addiction and how you would feel. After all, you have the worst behind you.
Your other choice?... Seek help from your doctor. I don't believe your trembles should last this long and have you to a point of not being able to function for two weeks. Nicotine was out of your system during the first week. If you truly want this quit, go for it with every ounce of your being. Get this checked out with your doctor and get back to the job you love and to the new smoke-free life you've started for yourself.
Arwens, you've always had the choice to smoke or not... each one of us here on this board have that choice. I know that in your situation you may have felt forced into quitting... but remember, the choice is ultimately yours. You can really have this quit if this is what you want bad enough.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/2/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 376
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 7,533
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1342.32
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 39 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 7 [B]Seconds:[/B] 17
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$20,095.74
Amount Saved
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Days: 755
Hours: 18
Minutes: 52
Seconds: 39
Life Gained
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5166
Smoke Free Days
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103,320
Cigarettes Not Smoked
