Stephanie,
I know how you feel. I failed before I was successful in maintaining a quit as well - just as many others here have done. You can't dwell on falling and let it drag you down, though. The important thing, is that you dust yourself off, and get back up again. Ol' nic. might knock you down, but only you can keep yourself down. You know you still need to stop. Do yourself a favor that you'll be able to spend the rest of your life thanking yourself for - DON'T GIVE UP!!! You will get through it, one step at a time, one minute at a time, one crave at a time, one day at a time.
Infinite_D
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/21/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 239
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 5,019
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $262.9
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 30 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 43 [B]Seconds:[/B] 23