Steph, I echo what Bubba posted - don't tempt yourself. You are not superhuman, you are a recovering addict.
I speak from "extra" experience, as I am also a recovering alcoholic (9 years dry) and I did not associate with any of my drinking friend, colleagues, family while in the early stages of recovery, nor did I STEP FOOT in a bar - even restaurants were difficult the first few months.
But, 9 years later, I can go out and socialize wherever I want, with whomever I please and it does not bother me one bit......I am now the designated driver for most of my friends (lucky SOB's)
The bottom line is........until you are stronger in your quit, just don't do it. Do not offer yourself the temptation, you have not gained the "habit" of saying NO to yourself and meaning it!!
Good luck with everything, and give yourself a pat on the back for your accomplishments, the first of which is the desire to quit!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/19/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 27
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 412
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $182.25
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 11 [B]Mins:[/B] 30 [B]Seconds:[/B] 27
