what do you want to do? Because this is totally up to you. We can try to give you advice, what has worked for us, pat you on the back, try to help you overcome the addiction, but the bottom line is you are either a non-smoker or not.
Like redrosie, I sense a lot of doubt in your posts - you are trying to justify starting back up again because you are afraid. You have been handling the quit for 9 days now. You said that your breathing has gotten better. You are no longer "coughing up cupfuls of mucus". But either you pull it together and stop thinking of smoking and move on, or you don't. Don't let junkie thoughts control your life.
We are all behind you in this quit. Good luck today......
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/19/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 51
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 772
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $344.25
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 4 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 32 [B]Seconds:[/B] 50