Bejja,
First off, please take the advice of the 2 outstanding ladies above me greatly to heart.
The one thing that I heard you say was that you needed all our approval...and that is what I am going to respond to.
When you made the decision to quit, who did you make that decision for, and why?
Who's approval do you seek in your life? You need look no further than the mirror to find the one's approval you are seeking. As for all of us in here, everyone embraces you from day 1 and gives up on you not.
I have a pretty good feeling you may have smoked out of peer pressure or something...you said when you got home you had cleaned up. So where did you go and who were you with and what situation had occurred that made you light one up? Did you light it for youself, or did you light it because of someone else? Just some things to think about. It is a good idea to look at what happenned today, the scenario of the circumstances that you were in at the time and what you were thinking and feeling that led you to light up.
Please continue to use the C.A.R.E. logo, you are an April quitter still if you reset your meter today.
There is no right or wrong, only choices that are made in the best interest of everyone who makes them for themselves. It is the perception of what is right and what is wrong that confuses people.
Please let us know how you are doing.
Many Blessings,
Eve
PROUD TO C.A.R.E.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/8/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 17
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 141
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $51
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 11 [B]Mins:[/B] 32 [B]Seconds:[/B] 22