3kr,
I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough time, but come cry on our shoulders... that's what we're here for. I think going out and getting yourself something else for 100 days is in order... even if you already rewarded yourself... you're worth it!
I want to make a comment to all of the newbies reading this... yes, the 100 day mark sucks big time, but please don't get discouraged. I had heard about the 100 day blah period and got all scared about it. I really worked myself up over it and freaked out. I too had a rough time right before 100 days, but I worked myself up way too much over it and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Just know that it's a common trigger and watch out for it... prepare for it, but please don't get discouraged. It passes... just like every other rough time period.
Hang on 3kr. You're doing great and you'll make it through this... you know you will. Read and post a lot for the next couple of days if you can. It's sometimes a good distraction if nothing else. You've done a fabulous job and we're all so proud of you. Hold on!
Crave the Quit!
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[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/28/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 81
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,042
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $267.3
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 22 [B]Mins:[/B] 17 [B]Seconds:[/B] 36