Man oh man.
I am so glad yesterday is over. :gasp:
Not so sure I like where today is going, :8o: but I'll deal with each part once it arrives!
I decided to not use the patch any longer. I was having issues with the timing of putting it on and off, and the damn things won't stick in the shower, which is a real pain in the patootie.
So. I stopped. And yesterday I think ALL of your little junkie thoughts and nicodemon monkeys paid me a visit. At least, it felt that way.
I had EVERY rationalization in the book spinning thru me. Plus, I had a fight with my hubby which, even with the patch, leaves me with a nasty crave to battle with.
But, I did not give in. I ate like a freakin' horse (not good, since at the same time I quit, I was also diagnosed with diabetes), but figured my endocrinologist would forgive me slipping one day if it meant not smoking. I also went for a long bike ride, read a book and got caught up on some TV shows I missed while travelling (TIVO is a beautiful thing).
Let's hope today is better. Pls wish me luck. I'm gonna need it....
Sheryl
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/19/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 42
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 636
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $283.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 19 [B]Mins:[/B] 51 [B]Seconds:[/B] 13