hello , Dreamer :)
it is waiting real trial on weekend. you need to prepare for it now:imagine very well how it is gona be and how do you feel, and feel inside that will, that wish to seek your purpose, repeat to yourself everyday many times all the reasons of your quit and all good things. and do not compare yourself with others, who smike. sometimes they can seem happy when smoking or cool, but you made YOUR choice, and you know better what YOU NEED. and if you would ask , many of smokers would recognize, that inside they want to quit smoking too..:)
i had gone through this few times, thats why i write it to you(i wa smike free for 3 years).but some hard problems in my life and i sliped. but i am sure that i will succeed this time, because for now my dependence is not so strong, like it was after 8 years of smoking.
for me it is 4 day today, and weekend is coming with friends who smokes too:) so the words i said to you- i said it to myself too:)
good luck to you, be strong;)
muse