jess ,i so know wot your going through up and down up and down!!like you im finding it hard try find the get up and go to quit again,my hole body says i need to do it but in my head i think i wont cope ,that maybe i will be more ratty with aimee and hubby and they wont cope with that!thay did for 5 months!!at least we are thinking of it though,a few weeks back i was thinking "why the hell shouldnt i be able to smoke if i want to!"my sisters smoking again after 4 years why shouldnt i???? the fact i felt she was getting somthing i wasnt really pissed me off so off i went to the store and now im up and down every day wishing id not spoken to her at all[we dont talk often!] jess keep thinking about it ,we will get there maybe not tomorrow or next week but i know i want to be quit by summer .
we can do it we have befor. jan x :)