Dear Rosiesmom, I adored your answer. It´s very clear and objective, that´s exactly what´s happening with me. I´ve been abble to put in practise, little by litthe, and I´m already seing a new me, more light and happy. I have to continue working on this point, till this will start happening in a natural way. Everybody have the right to express themselfs, simple has that, but forgotten by me... thank you again.