What I meant by stupid was changing meds. I was doing good. So Why change. The crying is just a sudden bout of crying for no reason, like when your depressed. Nothings any different, its just how I perceive things based on my state of mind.
I read back on my posts from when I was on meds and not. Its like night and day, on meds I make sense, dont ramble etc. Past couple days I sound like a lunatic.
This turned in to a very bad week with this med thing I tried. Just woke up again, not leaving. I feel so guilty for not doing anything, but at the same time I have no one so Why?
I hope I feel right again soon, Havnt cried or felt like this for a long time. To make matters worse my wife called last night and that wasnt pleasant. I just cant get with it, just blah. Not even excited about 30 days.
That was STUPID!!!
