You cant just deal with this, you can only know that the person that didnt listen still doesnt understand your pain or my be too afraid to.
Some people, in fact it seems most people see the tears and cry for help as a weakness other than an illness.
Would they have been so unkind if you were in tears because you had broken your leg?
This is something all of us with depression are facing. Unfortunately the ignorance of others only makes us feel even worse.
Its one thing to be unhelpful but unother to be destructive which it appears is what is happening for you.
It is hard. Belive me, hard hard hard, sometimes it seems impossible just to get through the day but hang on in there and try hard to work the programe, also difficult when you feel so low but at least it
helps you to feel that you are doing something to help yourself.
Good luck , keep posting, talk to us. x