You know, when I was speaking to my therapist, she asked me what do I like to do, what is my passion, and I couldn't come up with an answer. You're right, I know what my husband likes and my 3 boys, but I don't know what I really want to do.
Is is low self-esteem that is doing this to us, which would then lead onto depression? I'm finding my husband, his family and some of our friends are quite controlling and I think I'm starting to rebel because I'm finding out that I don't like the bullying, the bossing around, etc. Like you, I don't remember when exactly the time it happened, but I think it was over some years from 8-12 and then my Dad got sick, then we had to deal with that. He died when I was 18, so then I had to grow up really fast. I just want to straighten this out. I'm working with the program and a therapist and she seems to be drumming up all kinds of stuff from my past, kind of scary but interesting.
Thank you for answering gabs, I do know that we are very sensitive people who do have concern for others, sometimes more that we should.
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