Hi Ann,
Welcome to the Depression Center!
Thank you for sharing your story with us. Do you think you may be using alcohol as a method of coping? We have a sister site that may be helpful to you: [url=http://www.alcoholhelpcenter.net/]http://www.alcoholhelpcenter.net/[/url]
Start working through our program and navigate through our forums.
We are always here to help and answer any question you may have.
Keep us posted,
Danielle
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The Depression Center Support Team