Your message is one I have already live out over the past 35 years. Alone, raising three kids, trying to fight my was off welfare by going to school, got a job and worked three and four jobs to support my kids who were rebellious and stubbron. My state of mind with depression I did not understand and found out in the pst few years about my long time learning disabilities that have created my job loses. So You are not alone in this world of pain, just lear how to help yourself and overcome it is the key.