You poor thing. It is sooo sad the mental grief you must be going through, I think by definetly talking about the episode that happened to you when you were a little girl will make you a stronger person look at how far you have already came! By supressiong your emotions, feelings and thoughts gets you absolutley no where, you have a voice use it! Your partner should come along to your counselling meetings so he can get a better understanding of what you are going through because your a valcano right now erupting! You can only keep something like this down for so long. Im suprised you have came this far,you are a strong women.Try writing it down you have to get it out you'll get there girl. thinking of you meg xx let me no how you are going :(
