Alexandra it`s not silly at all to want to stay young (I think everyone secretly wants to be young in some way). There is nothing wrong with keeping some attributes that make you young. Yes you have to pay bills now and work, but there are lots of things that you can do to keep you young. Maybe you should make a list of all the things you want to do that will keep you feeling younger, then it will put it into perspective for you, seeing on paper what it is that you like about being young will help you to see what you can do to stay young. I would be interested to see what kind of things you come up with...