I'm sitting at work being annoyed by everything and feel like my lungs are about to explode. It's been two days I don't even want to think about how I'm going to feel tomorrow.
Thank you everyone for the support. If I would have had this center the las time I tried to quit I propably would have never started again. I really appreciate all of your support. It makes it easier knowing that I'm not alone.
I was prepared for a lot of things but not two sick girls. One threw up on my carpet about half an hour ago the other one luckily made it to the toilet. Normally after cleaning up the mess I would go outside and have a cigarette. I'm ready to pull my hair out. I adore my daughters and wish that I could take their illness away from them but unfortunately the stress from it is making me want to scream. Tomorrow has to be a better day. Hopefully without vomit.
When you put it that way Den I want to laugh my head off. I'm doing that right now. My oldest one is asking me why I'm laughing. I don't think now is the time to tell her. :)
kristilu I checked out that thread. So right now I'm in Tahiti drinking some kind of cocktail and not smoking.
Wow that's amazing. I don't know if I would have will power like you do. One of my coworkers smokes and it drives me up the wall when I smell it. You are one tough cookie.
Hello Everyone,
Thanks for your thoughts. Last night around 12:00 I got what my girls have. I didn't sleep much and had to call in sick to work but the great news is that I feel so horrible that I'm not even thinking about smoking. Well maybe two little cravings but nothing that would push me into a fit like yesterday. Thanks again for all your support and hopefully tomorrow this nasty illness will go away.
It's official barely any withdrawals yesterday so I'm paing for it today. I can't even concentrate at work. I've been horrible today. I have two more hours before I have to leave work and am loosing my mind. At least at home I could brake something and yell at my other half. Here I'm going nuts. Two more hours and counting. I really hate day 4.
Thank you everyone. I am such a whiner lately. I'm even driving myself nuts. I wonder is that a symptom. Feeling really down like everything is going wrong. I feel better today and went to work, but I was impossible there too. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Whatever it is I know it will pass. However, the whining needs to pass now because I can't stand this. I want to see my glass as half full not half empty. CRY BABY!! :)
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