Hi Charlie Girl,
First just breath and know you are among friends who care and are here for you. You are starting off right by admiting to yourself and others that you need help and that you can't live in denial.
I see that we both have the same quit date. I'm sorry that you have to start your meter back but that's ok because it's when you don't admit it and you stop trying that you fail.
Many will be here for you and encourage you on. Just N.O.P.E.
Hold on to that Never One puff ever. You have done this before, you know it's not easy but it is do-able. One minute at a time, then one day at a time. Your support is here with SCC, post and post some more and let the people here help you through the rough times, and then you can help others through theirs. But right now you need to get through NOW. And you will.
Lana ^I^
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/9/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 164
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 3,294
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $820
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 19 [B]Hrs:[/B] 3 [B]Mins:[/B] 4 [B]Seconds:[/B] 42