Cheers Anna. I understand exactly what you are saying and you are completely right. My other quits were always "Oh poor me, I am missing out. I have lost a friend. I can't relax, I can't celebrate. Life seems so boring." Needless to say, none of them lasted more than my willpower lasted - about 3 weeks max.
This time, I am so damned happy, it's like someone has slipped something into my coffee - I am free, I am in control, I smell good, I am richer, I look good (skin glowing, teeth/eyes brighter). I am calm, peaceful and accepting of being a non-smoker. I don't look at smokers with pity, disdain or disgust - to smoke is their choice, to not smoke is mine - neither of us is a better or worse person. I logged onto the site yesterday and realised that 8 weeks had just passed, and I hadn't even realised it! Amazing, when in the early days, time seemed to sometimes drag, now it is flying.
Good luck to all newbies. You can do it, believe it in your heart of hearts. Get prepared, get ready and get living!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]9/23/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 57
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,425
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $684.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 54 [B]Seconds:[/B] 59