I was called in by my boss today and he is worried about me. I just feel like the simplest task takes so much effort. I hardly have strengh to get up and go to work, nevermind cope there and I am 'not acting professionally' and making alot of mistakes. He suggested I see a psychologist but my medical aid fund is finished for the year (thanks to a hypochondriac of a husband) so I really cannot afford to a psychologist. I tried to contact our toll free line at work but they have no councellors for depression and the lady thought it was an odd request. I feel like no one can help me. I really feel like my last bit of strength is leaving me. I might lose my job because of this and my husband is studying so my salary pays the rent, our car, our food etc. I can't afford to lose my job over this, but don't know how to deal with it. He also suggested I take time off to sort out my personal stuff, but I feel like even if I take time off- I still won't be able to magically fix my entire life in a few weeks...... please help!
