MAn, I have to go to a graduation. Not my own. At least if it was my own I wouldn't feel bad skipping the event lol. But I know it means a lot for this person that I show up for their graduation...So I decided to go. I hate graduations.You are stuck in this huge overcrowded room where it gets stuffy and too hot waiting for hours for them to call one's person's name... Not my best situation. Let's recount the reasons: 1- Big huge place I don't know 2- Crowd 3- Hot and stuffy 4- Way too much time to talk and focus on my very own private anxiety.
I already warned the person I might leave before the end if I am feeling off but still, I would prefer to get through it. I thought of bringing my diary, MP3 player (with earphones) and a book. That would help keep me calm, But I figure that would also make me look rather rude... On top of it I am going to be alone most of the time...I think I might still bring my stuff and too bad what it looks like! I just don't want to be rude... Argh! Well, I am off to go do some relaxation lol and go shower so I am not late. I have to go in and hour and a half!
I'll let you guys know how it went when I get back!
-Diva
