Welcome to the SSC, Cat!
You will get loads of support here and if you read lots of posts, old and new, you'll gain the knowledge that will keep you quit and strong. Don't grieve the loss of a "friend" who lied to you everyday! Rejoice in the fact that you have made a conscious decision to change your life for the better!
You have two BIG days already behind you! Stay strong and know that we're all on this journey together. And if you feel weak, ask for help! Don't worry about being judged by anyone here. We understand!
Now about the instant messenger..... you don't have to download it anymore. When you are on the page with all the different topics of threads, there is a blue "Launch" button at the top--just click that once and you should be ready to IM.
Stay strong,
Debbie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/26/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 91
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,834
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $341.25
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 8 [B]Hrs:[/B] 22 [B]Mins:[/B] 25 [B]Seconds:[/B] 57