Last night before going to bed I had a wild mad desire to light up. It was the strongest urge I've had in a while. I fought the demon and was able to resist but it cost me a nights sleep. Today I feel really worn out, sluggish, and just overall lousey. I know these cravings will come and go I have to hang in there and fight them but this was a big one. I hope the next few days will not be as hard. I truly want to remain smoke free. I have always had a rough time around 3 mos and have lost my battle around that point in my quit and I am determined to get past that point this time. I will continue to post as this really helps.
My Milage:
My Quit Date: 5/8/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 39
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 390
Amount Saved: $182.33
Life Gained:
Days: 5 Hrs: 4 Mins: 40 Seconds: 37