Hey Mookie...
You control your emotions. At any time you can decide to let it go. Not always easy but doable.
Incase that doesn't work for you, how about breaking dishes? (not good ones). Punch a pillow? I use to SCREAM at the Nicodemon to leave me alone! Screaming really helps too. Go for a walk. Whatever it takes, just don't smoke.
How many days do you have now? How about a nice little reward for what you have accomplished? You are doing great!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/1/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 495
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 9,908
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1732.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 43 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 50 [B]Seconds:[/B] 53