I've been doing some thinking about this addiction, trying to look at it from many different angles. But no matter how I try to look at it, it all adds up to the same thing, addicts are addicts, no matter what your "fix" is. If I see a crackhead on the corner turning tricks, I say to myself, "How could that person let themselves get to that point". If I see an alcoholic sleeping in the gutter, I think how sad, this person has no control over there life. But in reality, WE WERE NO DIFFERENT THAN THEM! We were huddling outside in sub-zero weather to get our fix, we were standing in the rain to get our fix, we were missing part of the play our child was performing in to get our fix, we were slaves to our addiction just as a heroin addict is a slave to thiers. I see a smoker now and I see things I never saw before, I see sunken eyes, I see the texture of there skin is wrong, I see discolored teeth and fingernails, just like the crack addict, we were displaying the effects of our addiction to everyone, and didn't even know any better. The only difference now is we are fighting back, we are standing up and trying to take back our lives from the monster who has eaten up so many years of it. Whats left is ours, we stand together, we hold each other up if need be, but whats left of our lives is ours now.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]6/2/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 96
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 4,608
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $921.60
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 13 [B]Hrs:[/B] 23 [B]Mins:[/B] 24 [B]Seconds:[/B] 46
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Quit Meter
$39,039.00
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 1026
Hours: 20
Minutes: 16
Seconds: 33
Life Gained
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5720
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
171,600
Cigarettes Not Smoked