Hi! I am so sorry for everything you are going through! I know exactly how it feels. Life just does not feel fair when so much seems to come down on us at one time. I am a praying christian and even though I struggle with depression, I know GOD can work many miricles! I have seen it happen to many times. Even with every thing I am dealing with now! Our world is very much out of control, and Jesus is the only answer. I will continue to pray for your situation.