Welcome ding07blue,
I am sorry to read how you have been feeling. You have come to the right place as we can all relate to how you are feeling. I encourage you to continue posting. Also, have you thought about getting started on the program? The Depression program would be a good place for you to start. Completing one session a week would be a great goal. How else have you been trying to better your mood?
I hope to read more from you soon,
Ashley
Hello dingo7blue,
I am listening to what you would choose to speak more about...
why do you feel lonely and where do you need more companion..?
I will not hide the fact that I have been down for some time now...I have been hurting, I have been just struggling to keep those fake smiles going...smiling at all the people that don't even care. Some days are so hard, I can't explain the pain I am going through. My days off now are me in a dark room laying under my covers. I am so tired. I am not getting better, I am becoming numb to it. I have no real sense of purpose in my life, everything is just idling, just sitting there, not doing anything. I can't seem to get better. So all I am looking for is someone to talk to...I need some friendship, some companionship, just anyone that will listen and provide support...please.
