hi! bcricket
I have lost two children myself a 3yr old in 1998 and a baby daughter
in 8th august 2005 so that's not so long ago and still very raw,I will not say the usual
how sorry Iam as I know that it doesn't matter how many times people say it it doesn't change or alter the way we feel,but they have your best interests at heart,I can say however from my loss of my son in 1998 is that things will never be the same again life and situations change and that's what I had to get used to,every time we went out anywhere we felt we were forgetting something or leaving something behind.
I never saw the future as anything but doom,but after a while things
started to pick up and life eventually got better,we still get a little depressed around his birthday xmas that sort of thing and wonder what he may have been like.but it will get brighter.
The other thing is loosing a baby that was 40 wks plus ready to be born in the world and she was stillborn,now coping with 1 death of a child but 2 its unbearable, I,m not telling you this to make you feel bad or worse about yourself or your situation I'm telling you because I care and understand 100 percent of how you feel and how you
you can't deal with your emotions. I know that you may have been torn between heaven and earth just like me,I chose earth even though it was a tough decision as I had other children that needed me.
Loosing my baby has left a different impact on my life,not just left me feeling empty and daughterless but anxiety symptoms as well which I never had before so it has effected me differently.
do you understand what I'm saying,I'm not good with words I mean things in a good way please don't be offended.
my love to you and your family
iqon
