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My Son
7/23/2009 10:52:59 PM
My son told me! Stay out of my life! you have never been in it. i worked 60-70-80 hr weeks in the catering business so my wife could be a stay at home mom for 15 years. it was a stressfull job. I used to be able to do any and everything for everyone. Then one day out of the blue I had my first panic attack while driving to work, This eventually ran my life and eventually ruined it. I tried Doctors, shrinks, meds, and eventually alcohol. I lost every thing! House family and the job I had 30 years went out of business. I fell apart! now after becoming severly depressed, doctors say om bipolar. Which makes sense. Started on lithium a week ago. Been having terrible mood swings! Im a 47 year old "man" that goes from hopelessness to crying ti being upset to feeling sorry for myself. Im sad, lonely and miss my family. Family and work were all ive had for the last 25 years! now im alone!
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