Hi Venik,
Yes Ive had that happen too. Its not at all uncommon. ((((( Venik )))))) so sorry over the loss of your Mom. Your still grieving, and everyone is different. My husbands mother passed away in May. He too felt just this emptyness inside him. Unimaginable for anyone to know, until it happens to them. And its society that dicates too much, like get on with your life, its been such and such time. There is no such thing as a time period and expect to suddenly be over it. Eventually time will let us remember the good times, and not the thought of them passing. (Which stuck with my husband and I as we were present when she passed away) For a month, I replayed in my head those final few minutes, like a broken record. I think it would be a good idea, to join up with a grief support group, so you can express openly about your Mom, with others that know exactly what your going through. It helps tremendously to talk with others, keep the good memories alive, and you will feel much better, and with the help of this group, we can help you work on the attacks from our experiences too.
God Bless,
Trish