Hey guys and gals...thanks for all of the encouraging words and words of wisdom. Sorry I have been a little off on posting, I have IVIG treatment every 15 days and it wipes me out. Nurses come to my house for 8 hours and put an IV in me, it usually gives me flu like symptoms for a few days, so forgive me if I disappear for a couple days at a time. As for my anxiety/panic it has been getting better little steps at a time, as for any setbacks for having a good day, that doesnt apply to me, anything good that happens just rewards me and gives me zero anxiety just happiness. I have a deadline for my publisher, so now I have to go write a chapter or two, I will check back in with you all a bit later... Again Thank You everyone for caring!