Hey guys, lately I am not able to stop thinking about death. I think of all the worst things death can feel like and I get really depressed. In whatever I do, I get sad because one day I will disappear and that reality haunts me. I try to think happy thoughts but is brought back down with the idea that I will never get happy thoughts ever again when I die. I get sad that all the loves in my life, family, friends, my dog, will disappear into dust. I feel like everything is worthless because eventually I will die. I am afraid to post this up because I sound crazy for thinking this way but I can't make it stop.
