Rose,
Sorry to hear that your panic is back. I have had relapses too and you do tend to forget how bad it can be. Do you think that it could be the excitement of your new business? Also, if you have been on the same meds for a long time you may need to talk to your doctor about upping your dosage. Sometimes the affects wear off and you need more after a while. I hope things get better for you soon and good luck with your business. Hang in there!
Samantha