After a good 12 years of not having major Panic attacks, they have returned. I have moved to a new area for a fresh start. My girlfriend landed a new job. I quit my job.
I had a major attack last week, and one last night. Because of these recent attacks, I am terrified to drive, to start a new job. All of the stresses that are a perfect storm for Panic attacks to return have been in my life for the past month.
I have lost my self confidence, being happy, doing things I normally like to do. Worst of all, I am terrified about getting a job. I do not want to have an attack while at a job.
I have now reached a stage of helplessness. I have no health insurance do to no job.
7 days ago, I stopped smoking. I was a 20 year smoker. This has seemed to make it worse.
I do not want to reach the point of being terrified to leave my room. In 1998, I was at this stage.
Please help :(