Thank you so much everyone! I love how supportive you are :)
And Matt, I will enjoy my summer (you did get the seasons right). Next step is to see if I can do my university studies on campus.
I probably wouldn't have been able to do it without my Mum, she's my main support person when I go out. And then when I saw my friends, it was like I was my old self again.
As for the panic attacks, the only thing I can suggest is to just let wash over you, there's nothing you can do to control it (unfortunately). No matter how much I just wanted to escape, and as much as I hated the fact Mum wouldn't let me, the best thing to do is stay there.
Kaitie995