Hi, Annmarie,
That is such a pretty name. How did the doctor go today? Please write me back and let me know I was concerned, did he change you medication? You sound better today I hope you feel better. I am waiting too hear how it went. Please let me know.
I did NOT have good luck today with my Doctor, in fact I was so mad I almost hung up the phone, I got up early and called at 9:30am, they had themselves on service?! They do that when they do not want to be bothered with phone calls and you have too leave a mesage, they never called back by 2:30 after their two hour lunch, so I called and they said they could not get me in until FRIDAY! I told them I thought I had a infection and I needed a urinenaylisis, they said they were "swamped" I even offered just too come in give a sample and if I did have an infection he could call in a anti-botic, I would still pay for a visit, she said "we do not do it like that" but if he has no openings what else can you do? I almost said "by friday I will be over it or dead" but I contained myself, the urination has tapered somewhat, which is good, and I have no fever, I have stomach pain and back, but that could be nerves, and my mattress is bad so that could explain the pain, hopefully, I am drinking a lot of water and cranberry, my friend said she had the same problem last night, she got up ten times to urinate, I hope I can "flush" this out, I have been on too many antibotics and I know that is not good, you get immune too them, I like my Doctor but getting past his staff is like taming wild horses, I dont know whats emotional or physcial now, I am so upset!
If I am no better tommorow I will go too urgent care, at least its quick and they see you right away. I am having all these terrible thoughts about the pain and urination through Annmarie, I keep thinking its bladder cancer, or ovarian cancer or diabeties! and that increases my anxiety, another thing is I have been hungry and thirsty a lot, a symptom of diabeties, I so hope I do not have that, that would really scare and bring me down. My husband keeps saying "you are older Deb you are gonna have aches and pains" I cannot distinguish between whats physcial or mental through? am I sick or is it just nerves, I know nerves can make you go to the bathroom a lot, and the mattress can cause the back pain, but my lower tummy hurts and that is scaring me, I should not have too wait till Friday and then I have to walk there because my husband is working and it take 20 minutes each way, I get so depressed I just want to go to bed, and my husband mentioned that today I sleep too much, he does not understand that is the ONLY time I dont feel the pain depression and suffering, I hope he does not take that away from me. If I am not better tommorow I will go too urgent care, my only option. Hope I am better.