Hello Everybody,
Well today has been a productive day
1.The technical staff fixed my connection for the quit smoking site so I am up and running there. I want to say thanks to whom ever repaired it!
2. I also joined another quit smoking site.
3. I have been working on this goal all day and think I am making progress.
4. My anxiety reared its ugly head without nicotine this morning. One thing I did discover like Ashley mentioned is that it got much worse with nicotine and started to turn into panic.
5. I found out that it is the nicotine withdrawal that wakes me up every hour and a half which feels like panic. It is not the anxiety and panic its self. I didn't give into it, when I awoke in the middle of the night several times like usual do, I got up had a glass of juice and saw it for what it really is.
6. The last 24 hrs has been a learning experience for me and I have learned a lot about my anxiety and panic and some of the causes for the night time panic. I am making progress on more than one front now and am feeling good about it.
Well thats all for now. I am a little tired, see you all later,
Red