Dear Sirius... I am so very sorry for your loss. What a terrible tragedy. "Feeling lost" conveys so much of your pain... yet you were able to find your way here to let us know what happened. That seems a really healthy response. I hope you will continue to come and use the support that is here for you. You don't have to do this all alone. There will be many people from your life coming together to share in grieving, as well as celebrating, your father's life. When you feel up to it, perhaps you could share with us what made him so special to you. Not all daughter's can say they adored their father. He was blessed to have one that can. Will be thinking of you in the weeks to come, whether you are able to post or not... in the meantime, I offer gentle cyber hugs (if that is ok). Take care.