I wish there was more inside of me, I just feel overextended, and need rest from choosing a goal with too much challenge, but that comes with practise.
My challenge has always been, to find some activity which nurtures me, but isn’t too labour intensive. Unfortunately guilt creeps into my choices, since I have to balance choices with caregiving.
Work and the early hours never allowed me to watch television(and i was too stressed to remember how to use the recorder), but I was in tears once I watched some of the “American Idol” contestants, since they are so gifted, and even the celebs were moved!
And after a decision to try something, is the challenge of the anxiety,....in another forum, which is asking my secret weapon, I usually try to call on a number of reframing thoughts.
There was too much of a challenge, and need to scale down th goal, although, to be fair, I couldn’t measure the difficulty, and had already tried another similar two courses.
So I have “credits” at a school, after wrestling with the school computer records system. Didn't get a charge out of the accomplishment though....just shame...something more to work on.