I'm finding that whatever I am angry about, is a red flag to a neg. core belief. Also, the "sensitve subject" I posted about on another thread, red flag. And, finally, the "I'm not good enough" (on another thread), red flag. The, I'm not good enough, stems from my neg. core beliefs and I have found I have 2. I'm seeing that all of the issues are connected in an underground root system, but the 2 cores remain the same. Mine are: Rejection and I'm Not Smart. Every example, keeps going back to one of these two neg. core beliefs. My false belief of being not smart was not only reinforced at school in math, but by my Mom. She would re-do everything I did, in front of me. She'd ask me to do the dishes or make the bed and I would. I would then see her re-do the dishes and re-do the bed. And, I would falsely think, "I must not have done it right." I didn't realize it had to do with her issues of being a perfectionist (to make up for her false feelings of inadequecy as a child) and for being controlling. My first husband reinforced this as well. I see where I've overcompensated for this in my life. Re: Not being smart. Maybe that's why I have 3 college degrees. To subconciously prove to everyone and myself that I am smart. I have an AA in Fine Arts, a degree in Animal Science (Veterinarian Assistant) and a degree in Wildlife Forestry/Conservation (Forest Ranger). I want to say that when I went through the questions about the world and other people. I wanted people to act: helpful, caring, self less, trustworthy, dependable, their word is good, truthful, honest, sensitive, intuitive, kind, forgiving and non judgemental. And, I wanted to tell you all that I have found this in all of you, on this site. It's hard to open up and air your dirty laundry, but I guess we all have it. I feel safe here. Thanks.