I was able to be in the car(I wasn't driving) when it was on the freeway on Saturday. It was a 30 min. drive and it has been a long time since I was on the freeway. I was nervous most of the time but I didn't have an attack. I was able to get off the car after that, even though my legs were shaky and I was able to have a normal conversation with the person I had to meet... and I even waited for her. The drive home felt quicker but I was still nervous but no attacks at all and I felt really excited. For a long time, I didn't want to believe things would get better, because I didn't want to get disappointed but, I felt like I can believe again. The other thing is that I knew I can make it this time. Before, I always decided that I couldn't make it, but now, I know that I can get to a place and accept that it may or may not come with anxiety. And I did it!
