Thanks for replying Faryal,
When I first started to take Champix the dreams were just very vivid, not really nightmares. Upon discontinuing the drug the dreams remained vivid and nightmares became a frequent theme. Some were very violent, others were seemingly less harsh, but it came to a point where I would awake anywhere from 3 to 6 times per night startled and sweaty. The end of my nightly rest is often a final nightmare, and when I try to return to sleep as I am still fatigued, my mind begins to race about any number of things. The thoughts going through my head almost feel like a strobe light as they are very quick and can not be turned off.They are often about a certain topic such as how am I going to get something done later today, or what are others going to think about something I have done. The thoughts are very erratic and to be honest until I took this med, and had the dreams, I had never experienced any kind of anxiety similar to this. The most disturbing and troublesome part is that the anxiety remains with me the remainder of the day, which is why I am here to learn to try to lessen it, or turn it off. Recently the dreams have become less violent which I'm hoping is a good sign, but I still must deal with avoidance that has crept into my life and has never been a personality trait of mine.
I intend on joining the smoking cessation group as you recommended, as there are certainly others out there with similar experiences from champix. I've read some pretty severe cases of continuing side effects on blogs in the U.S. but found them to be more frightening than helpful. If I had known this side effect could be persistent I would never have used this medication, but only after taking it was I made aware through Health Canada warnings of it's dangers.
I do appreciate your response and will definitely follow the program. I've suffered from depression in the past so I know when my brain needs help, and this seems like an excellent program. I don't understand how the dreams manifest into anxiety in the mornings, but I'm hoping that by gradually reducing the anxiety I can re-establish a comfortable equilibrium in my life. For the last 5 1/2 months I have let this anxiety control my life, got little help from health professionals, and need to reclaim my own thoughts. Thanks again for responding,
Steve