Ok so now this is me being panicky and silly. I am afraid of the Listeriosis thing.
Problem is I know for a fact I ate some meat products that were on the recall list from the Toronto plant of Maple leaf est. 97B. I ate potentially contaminated meat products that were recalled for potentially killing people!!! I found this out about an hour ago. I was already having a not so good day but this is just sending me over the top!
Another problem is I have felt nauseous al day since I woke up. Then an hour ago I find out I ate contaminated products! Now, call me hysterical but al this put together freaks me out and makes me want to reach for my anxiety medecine, at this moment I don't care that they are addictive I am slightly freaking out!
I am so scared!!! I hate all things related to diseases. Plus I have a very sensitive digestive track and catch every food or digestive bug around pretty much every year. So I AM FREAKED OUT!!!!
Ok, breathe... I guess all I can do is see if the nausea worsens or passes...I called the health line from around here they told me I am most likely find and what symptoms to watch and when I shoukd go see a doctor if I ever need to. I felt like ok he seems calm all is well, He seems confident enough that I am fine. Then right before he hung up he said: I hope everything goes well for you....". Then I felt panicked. What kind of a godbye is that?
Anyway, I will go now and try and relax...I feel like a ticking timebomb full of nasty bacteria! Man I hate this. This summer is bad to me bad! I can't wait for it to be over! But then I have to go back to work an school And that is a nother whole new set of problems!
Argh! I will be ok, thank for letting me freak out here where I won't be lloked at like a raving lunatic!
